My husband knows that I am bisexual and do on occasion have sex with other women. It never used to worry about him, but recently he has developed this fetish about me having sex in front of him with another woman. However, I don’t know any girl who I have met since leaving London escorts who would be prepared to do that sort of thing. It sounds a bit kinky too most of my friends, and I am not sure I am up for it neither. It would feel like I was cheating on my husband.
I know my husband can be a little bit kinky. He is one of the few men that I have met who does not have a hang-up about my past career with London escorts. I would even go as far as to say that he gets a little bit excited about the fact that I used to work for a London escorts. As soon as we start talking about London escorts and what it is was like to be an escort, he gets this massive erection. I guess he is not the only one, but it does bother me a little bit.
Am I the only girl that this has happened to? Rather a few of my former friends from London escorts say that their partners get turned on when they start to talk about cheap escorts. Most men would probably feel like that. But, does that mean I am prepared to indulge what seems to be my husband’s new found love for lesbian fantasies? I am not sure that I would for another reason as well – it would make feel like I was back at cheap escorts again. It is a life I left behind and don’t really want to go back to.
My husband thinks that I am kinky, and it is true. But I don’t want things to start to clash in his head. Sure, it is fine that he appreciates that I used to work for a London escorts service and does not make too big of a deal out of it. But, the last thing I want to do is to feel like I am on duty when I am with him. Lately, he has started to put all sorts of pressure on me when it comes to sex. He wants to do all sorts of things that he never used to want to do before. It is all making me feel a little bit odd.
This week I am going to see some of my old friends from London escorts. I wonder if they have been in a similar situation and how they have handled it. I just feel that I need some input from some of my old friends. It is not nice to have to feel like this, but I do think that my husband is beginning to push the boundaries of our relationship a bit. Is it too much? I find myself asking if he wants a wife or a London escort. Maybe he married me so that he can indulge his fantasies. It would not be the first time that sort of thing has happened, and I am not sure how I would handle the situation if I find out that this was the case.